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Total Bummer

by Los Beekeepers

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1.
It’s unusual times, we’ve got unusual minds we’ve got all of these things, holding us behind when we do anything, we just want to die It’s unusual times, we’ve got unusual minds we’ve got all of these things, holding us behind when we do anything, we just want to die we’ve got all of these things, holding us behind
2.
My love has been Dead, ever since i stopped trying to keep it alive, I guess it could not survive, and I don't care at all, hung my hat on the wall, just one hook is all I need, and I don't feel lonely I don't need your company, all I care about is me and you don't want, anything from me and you don't need, anything from me and you can’t take, anything from me no you cannot take, no you cannot take now she closes the mini-blinds, it’s such a nice place to hide, so I’m feeling in between her thighs, but I get so sick and tired of myself and the things I do, now I can barely breathe and she asking what's wrong with me and you don't want, anything from me and you don't need, anything from me and you can’t take, anything from me. no you cannot take, no you cannot take, anything from me no you cannot take, no you cannot take, anything from me no you cannot take, no you cannot take, anything from me no you cannot take, no you cannot take, anything from me
3.
Don’t try to think you’re not good enough for me we just don’t like the same things, I Think. and don’t try to think you ruin everything, you see I wreck all of the things that I come to meet. and don't try to believe all the things I believe you see they’re as empty as me, and I’m empty you see. And I won’t try to chase the sunrise, rise. Don’t try to think, you're too good to me, see it works both ways and I’m hurting. don’t try to think I don't get lonely, I just can’t stand myself in good company and don’t you believe I’m waiting for you, you see I’ve fucked other girls, and they fucked a fool. And I won’t try to chase the sunrise, rise. oh ooh whoa oh oh oh ooh whoa oh oh I can’t chase the sunrise I can’t chase the sunrise don’t try to say I never wrote a song about you. don’t try to say I never wrote a song about you.
4.
Civil War 03:16
All my favorite bands, are reuniting cause they couldn’t make it, the first time. and every song I sing, they sound the same, but I really mean them every time. and all my best friends, are getting married, cause they couldn’t stand, being alone. Every place that I ever called home, wasn’t really home because you weren’t there. now I wish that I had saved myself, but I didn't know that I would meet you. but we don’t have to live with things that could and should not have been. oh oh oh oh oh.
5.
Death 03:15
I, I never thought I’d die, quite like this. it turns out I was right, because you make me feel alive. and I do not want to confuse, this song for you so I guess I’ll tell the truth, what else can I do. and I don't want to shame everyone with the things that I hide from their eyes, it’s my life. And I tried to memorize the shadows and the lines your lower back and thighs I think I thought that I had found paradise when when you come to me, come completely, because I want it all for the rest of my life until the day I die. And I won’t deny all the things that make me cry, when I smile, close my eyes and finally die
6.
No one wants to be alone, but sometimes I think we should be and no one wants to die, we’re all scared of the afterlife. and everyone's afraid of falling in love, because of the heartbreak. we’re all going to die, anyway, just get laid. we’re all gonna die, yeah we’re all gonna die, yeah we’re all gonna die, yeah Who really wants to be alive I'd rather die than wear a crown of thorns I mean why even try if you can't arise to others expectations cut off your hair, look like a boy, in the wrong underwear everyone hates you, Andrew, why even try. we’re all gonna die, yeah we’re all gonna die, yeah we’re all gonna die, yeah Don’t think twice or try to lie to yourself. just divorce don’t try to make it work for anyone, but you, thats all you can do.
7.
Little feet as you walk away, say the things you don’t mean to say I can’t take it, I can’t take it. little hands as you’re letting go, I know it’s heavy to carry on. I can’t take it, I can’t take it. I can’t take it, I’m giving up. I can’t fake it, I’ve had enough. I can’t take it, I’m giving up. Wider eyes as you stare me down, see inside me, I’m broken now. I can’t take it, I can’t take it. Cheshire smile like when we first met, wipe that grin hope you soon forget. I can’t take it, I can’t take it I can’t take it, I’m giving up. I can’t fake it, I’ve had enough. I can’t take it, I’m giving up. I can’t take it, I’m giving up. I can’t fake it, I’ve had enough. I can’t take it, I’m giving up. Little feet as you walk away, I know it’s over but at least me tried.
8.
I am a rock you think I’m safe, build your house on me just in case the earth quakes and we all crumble down. I am a rock I think I'll roll, somewhere new I haven't been before. where I go I guess I’ll never know. you think you can weather me down, but you're not a storm, and I won’t drown you think you can weather me down Sticks and stones won’t break your bones, I will, like heavy metal blasting out your ears. I know you feel so hurt. I am a pebble in your sock can’t shake me out, and you can’t stop you can’t you won’t forget my flaws. you think you can weather me down, but you're not a storm, and I won’t drown you think you can weather me down you think you can weather me down, but you're not a storm, and I won’t drown you think you can weather me down I am a rock, I’ll never change never make it to the metamorphic stage, with all your heat and pressure I’ll just break
9.
I miss sleeping next to you, and your cold feet on my legs and the way you held me tight during the big earthquake I miss the way you said my name, when I was half awake. and I miss the things you did, to get ready for bed. well I know I fucked this up, and I couldn’t tell you why. well I know you hate my guts, and everything I have inside. I miss Talking through the night The flickering street light Kissing you out by the car Feeling the pulsing of your heart and I wish we never met, so you wouldn’t get upset. I wish life didn’t go to shit, so I wouldn’t sing like this. well I know I fucked this up, and I couldn’t tell you why. well I know you hate my guts, and everything I have inside. well I know I fucked this up, yeah I know I fucked this up, well I know I fucked this up, yeah I know I fucked this up.
10.
Brains trick me silently The sound of receptors firing To say things that I didn’t mean, Or maybe I did honestly We all lose in the end The stupid things we memorize The feelings in my gut This time I really fucked it up Trillions of bacteria Remind me of the things I’ve done I can’t eat and I can’t sleep My head and my stomach conspiring. I will take the blame, for all the things I’ve done. yeah I will take the blame, for all the things I’ve done. for all the things I’ve done. for all the things I’ve done. I will take the blame, for all the things I’ve done. yeah I will take the blame, for all the things I’ve done. for all the things I’ve done. for all the things I’ve done.
11.
Commencement 03:35
I used to think, I’d be alright, I’d make it through these hard times, with you by my side. I used to think, we’d get married, I’d never be alone again, never be alone again. If can’t change myself in side, who would love me like I tried and when I eventually die, Who will be there by my side. I’m moving on, but it’s hard, when you were the best thing, that ever happened to me. and I’m afraid, that I might die and never find anything close, to you in my life. If can’t change myself in side, who would love me like I tried and if your love eventually dies, look in on me from time to time. now I don't believe in anything, god is dead to me and I can’t be saved. If can’t change myself in side, who would love me like I tried and if your love eventually dies, look in on me from time to time. If can’t change myself in side, won’t you love me like I tried
12.
You Kill Me 04:13
You, you tear my guts, you tear them up. and I can’t hold it in. They flip upside down, turn inside out, and I’m coughing up blood, I’m in love. And I’m just looking in the mirror thinking what’re you even doing with me My, eyes swell up, and I’ve got this lump, In my throat and I can’t talk. My heart, my heart races, going through it’s paces. trying to break free, from me. and I’m just trying the breathe consistently when you’re with me. when you sink your teeth, right into me. and draw my blood from beneath. Well I don’t mind one bite, I’ll give my insides. to stay alive with you, for all of time
13.
Rosewater 02:00
I see the sunrise in your eyes, a new day coming for our lives and I lay heavy on your breast, while my teeth sink into your neck. I want your flowers everyday, the sweet rosewater in which you bathe. I taste the honey from your lips, and I am wasted from your kiss. and you’re my goddess from above, and I will show you just how I love.
14.
Gluten Free 02:50
Going through my head, don’t want to talk about it. You could say I’m bled, no color to my skin. don’t wake me up, leave me in my coffin. what is life anyway, just a vessel for my pain. I’m dead, I’m fucking dead, and I wish we never met, because now I know how good it feels to be alive. you say it hurts too much, to eat whole wheat bread. well I think I feel your pain, like stones in my stomach. I can’t seem to keep them down, can’t seem to throw them up. I guess that just how I love, and you left me such a mess.

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released March 13, 2017

Andrew Hemans - Guitar, Vocals, Cello, Piano
Mike Gonzales - Guitar, Bass, Vocals
Oscar Mata - Drums, Guitar, Vocals

Recorded By Ben Hirschfield at Nu-Tone Studios
Mastered By Mike Kalajian at Rogue Planet Mastering

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